dullness

well dull indeed.

ive been getting preh emo lately, with friends nd shit
i just dont see them anymore..
and i feel like ive been living at the airport.. and doing the same old shit day by day..
argh.. dull indeed.

motto.. eat sleep and work
fuck..
and whats made me even more emo is people on facebook going

UNSW!!!

comm law USYD!!
and like fuck?

everyones got something good
i feel outcasted, but i deserved it.

ahh i dunno, things just feel different now.

going to uws really feels pointless for me at the moment.
i dunno if im even gonna try..

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well the last few days have been preh good
my usual monday and tuesdays off weekly

monday.. hung out with frank
haha just came back from japan/china
went allans music/guitar stores in the city..
then went wagamama for lunch… and again… its so damn good there
teriyakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
and went for a few games of pool..

so that basically killed the day..

tuesday.. i just stayed home.. and ps2′ed?
fuck… so lame

and omg..
a while ago my motherboard fried, and went brown/orange..
and now after waiting 2 months, for warranty/processes, i received it..
but now what?
my video card fried too
thats just fucked up luck
im gonna go try the video card with the company and see what happens..
i think might have to wait another 2 months
im gonna explode soon.

giiiiiiiiiiiiid nite

victor

this blog will continue until further notice
ahah garmon wtf!

aynway
lifes been preh shit with parents
they know im behind in school work nd shit, so now theyre bugging the fuck outta me, to study..
now, study, where do i start
what the fuck do i study
theyre justlik
ur gonna fail uni, study
i feel like year 11-12 all over again
i got pissed a few times too.
esp at this time, who the fuck is gonna study..?
and esp a fulltime job, i cant be fuckered.

arghh…

but on the lighter side, i have a newer promotion for work
gonna be managing a greater team, size wize..
and fuck baby haha.. getting 20.60 p/h now
and sat sundays i get the 1.5 and 2.0 rates

shall save up for something good soon

and omg.. now that im working so much
im missing out on so much fking shit..

ushans party was today
missed it because i had work
argh i feel so bad
and i know thres like a billion other outings, pokrdays and shit.. but haha i had to knock off so many that ppl just dont call anymore
im gettin a bit emo now over this

anyways seeyous

2009…

whats to come?
a whoooooole year ahead of us……
its like a long ass road ahead.. where you cant see the end
but things willl come up..

anyway. ive made my choice to go to UWS Commerce..
then plan to transfer into another good uni.

so thats over with,

i havent been up to much, its kinda been slow for me..

working was prolly th most ive been up to

i spent 3 days after new years off, and spent it with family, and it was preh kool

oh yea, on wednesady.. i had a poekr day
that was preh fun
johnny came over in the mornin.. nd guitared a bit, then the rest of the guys came..
we had a full 8 player poker game
but i got knocked out first.. hahahah
i had a triple 10, and viray had a flush, but i had my triple on the river..
but i tried bluffing but he called

ahahah died….

but yea preh fun
we played a bit of nbalive 09

next mornin.. had work

and today..
just stayed home
my parents bought me new shoes

got work again tomorrow,..
5AM shift
so i gotta wake @ 3 again………..

anyways out.

resolutions

well not really, havent thought of any..
maybe.. get into uni?
i dunno @ all.

this weeks beeen preh hectic
actually not really,
monday tuesday was just work..
and sick during work..
so yea.. i went.. and did paperwork and computer work instead..
nye was preh awesome..
went to ryanszetos
pokering/basketball/wii/shouldve swam../guitar/ and ryans collection of spirits
oh man there was everything..
french vodka, pure bicardi (75%).. i dipped my finger and i felt it tingling.. and when i sipped it.. my lips went numb
anyway.. there were like 9-10 different random drinks.. whisky/etc.

didnt get drunk though.. so all good

stayed up all night.. missed the fireworks (LOL)
and.. didnt sleep at all.
and wats funny, i stayed up,
work @ 12… which was today
and now im here
my eyes are baggyyyyyyy
and gosh i want to sleep
haha
but dont want to in a way
anyway, shall make some resolutions soon

outs