hectic.. not
no really. everything is fucked up right now.
recap of the two *hectic* weeks
last tuesdsay: went to kogarah library with desmond, and wtf, see sean, willy tt, mitchell, benny nd korlab. studied like a tiny bit?.. the whole session was a joke, andt he fking 4uniters were laughing at me doing 2 unit. douchebag tot he max!. like okay, i forgot to put the calculator in degree mode instead of radians, and i got a strange answer like 1 degree, on a triangle that looks normal. and they wer like rofl.
had tutoring that day aswell, so got back to hurstii and went..
last wednesday: stayed at home trying to study maths.. oh well.
last thursday: well, made a lie to my parents, and went to the city, and met with ‘event organisers’.. after seeing how that facebook shit turned out. it was one of those board room thingies, and a big round table, with leathery chairs all around it, and we discussed various issues. nd agree to do it at darling harbour with liek fireworks nd shit. and wow, they offered a job position after hsc, for marketing/databasing.
okay all happy. the worst shit comes later, will be said.
friday: went to school with desmond, did alot of music work, and foold around a bit with music. then after went dougies, and library.., and played the comptuer? rofl.., and then sean and his friends were there.. we competed in a maths paper. funny.
weekend: basically stayed at home and did jack?, tried study maths. but fully got drifted away.
monday: maths exam. had a headache,badmood,hayfever,box of tissues on the table. i oculdnt concentrate. i was sitting there feeling liek shit, and tried writing and doing quesitons. i ended up being not bothered. fuck, and 3 hours just went by. really felt like shit. after that, got some food and studied music.., which then came up, and argh!, that was fucked up.. it was like crazily wtf. it was all analyse this analyse that, listen to this, and analyse that. prolly got like 30% literally, which then scales my compostion and performance down. this was the most important exam. fuck!.
jordan drove me home later that day.., very fucking depressed.
tuesday: stayed home all day and supposedly “studying”. oh well
wednesday: went to work with parents, helped out with some important things.. then came back home.. didnt do any work again. i got tired and went to sleep, and now im up at 2:15 AM. proly go sleep again.
now the fucked up about today was when i called the event organisers. they offered me the best shit witht he bonfire. the event grew from like 150 people to 8100 people, and yes, they were gonna make it a huge event for nsw. now they call me up saying they didnt agree to anything, didnt sign anything, they dont want the bonfire event under their name, and the event isnt ‘feasible’. i got so pissed at that guy. their company is full of bullshit. argh. now im stuck here with nothing. like waht the fuck? they call me up going, hey the agent of sneaky sound system said yes, then again, we can do for $30.00 per person, and fed me with all this good bullshit. now they pull out.
i sent out invites to all 8000 people, and now what?, im fucked. im gonna be the biggest bullshitartist alive. i should just run away from australia..,
i got two interviews tomorrow, one with a smh journalist, and another with a UTS student, whos doing first year journalism who wants an insight to this whole thing. what can i say.. this hwole thing was a publicity stunt, and wont hppen. im in deep shit right now. the event organisers said if i mention their company in any manner not appropriate, i will get sued.
FUCK.
my whole days been killed.. this whole thing is fucked up.
fucked up.
stupidest shit alive, wtf am igonna do
this is bullshit
its depressing, but okay.
the thing now is im gonna get a lawyer and declare this bonfire intellectual property. no fucking asshole, especially the company like that, take advantage of this and make money off it next year.
im in the shittest position ever, my mind is spinning.
fuck fuck fuck.
i don’t know what im gonna do
i wont be doing anything after hsc except sulk.
fucking bullshit.. everything
physics.. hahh.real funny
20%, just like all the other tests
my uai is gone already
out.
lol@english
its the end of english
i have it in a pile now, in the corner of my room
ready for the bonfire
went okay, considering the amout of study i did.
made up a related text on the spot, becuase douchbags decided to ask for two
oh well,
i had a rough night last night
i used my report marks to type into the UAI calculator
i got 53.85
cut to eh max
really, if i get that low
im gonna do many stupid things
probaby run away from home
join the navy
or something stupid, but not suicide
or maybe
anyway, after that english exam, everythings quite relaxing.
p[layed some bball with seano and jlin nd steve
anyways out
I have ended they journey.
wooo
haha
studied quite a bit
the day before.
wrote creative 3 tiems, and did the essay once
and yea, preh happy
BUT fuck
after that, ppl go, yea, i did twelve pages, i did a whole booklet, and etc
and im like
oops.
but i did write non stop though
amybe my writing was smaller
oh well
paper 2
now thats something im fked on
tttttttttttyls
The day has finally come
The day we’ve been working 12 years on.
It has come.
Tomorrow will be the first exam.. english
now the fuked thing is that, now that i have actually started studying on it.. i wish i had more fucking time!!!
i re-wrote my essays like 3 times last night, and ill try again today, memorise and all that
ahha fuk, its so stupid how i want more time now..
but i guess, if there werent this deadline, iw ouldntve have started at all..
and i did a creative on music, so i hope thatd be something different, and impress the judges.
gg.. its starting to hit me now,
oh well
i havent left the house since sunday morning.. which was for tutoring.. haha
supposedly “studying”
i finished watching the whole season of deathnote, and its first movie, during this week.
fuck!, and i didnt study
oh well, ill rely on some luck to get okay in this exam and score for a high UAI
glllllllllll
and.
haha last night.. i had this dream
stressingful
sure is.
i’ve actually done work 
lol
had a preh random week.
like saturday to monday.. i was basically at home.. with parents, doing work?..
and contracted a fucking virus.. that wiped most of my computer.. and my start menu/taskmanager, and all that..
oh well, not like i really need to use it.
i can type a blog, look at facebook and msn and maybe wordprocess, but havent tried 
yesterday.. i went to my dads office.. helped him out.. and did some of my own work
today however was preh fun
ryan called us over for a “study” session..
THEN DUCKY came
“fuck study”
and so we did..
played basketball/swam/guitar/nintendo/laptop/games
ahahah
well i did like 1-2 horus of study atleast today, but 6 hours was just killed palying..
oh well
gottakeepstudying
need to get into uni!!
anyways/out
the aftermath
lol. not really
but yea, its been one dead silent week
everything seems to have died off.. communications with friends.. studying, and i dunno.. it just seems dead. its most liekly because of HSC.
haah god, another korean (who i shall not name) has caused problems with me. now ive had a shit week again. i dunno, is it me, or is it the koreans, not to be racist or anything.. its just a question.
and this fight was over the littlest thing. now he’s done the “cut - off” from me, as in delete me off facebook, block me, delete me off msn, and yea, kinda fuck off thing. and the thing was, that we were preh close, for the past 2 years.
but, wateva, we said our goodbyes, and yea.
this week.. was preh random..
monday and tuesday i just stayed at home doing jackshit, ‘tried’ to study, but yea, ended up watching deathnote, watching some movies, and yea..
on wed and thurs, i went dads office, as he dragged me.. and yea, workd, did quite a bit of physics there, and had tutoring afterwards so i got driven.
friday.. omg so hot!! like 30degrees?, just chillin, didnt do any work, wlel couldnt anyway..
i had tutoring after, so that counts as a bit of work
today.. fucking bludgy day..
might do some work
anyway, i’m out.
glhf.