well shit.

wednesday, me frank and garmon organised our imaginary journey” to europe (eurotrip).
okay, so we were like, ticket, hotels, acoomidation, food, etc.
ALL happy, ALL DONE.
ready to book tickets
FRANK DIDNT COUNT INT HE AIRPORT TAX (when he tried to book it)
1 extra thousand fucking dollars
we spend 3 days organising this
ALL EXCITED
kaboom

i got cut/killed/stabbed/fuck
FUCK seriouisly
now theyre all not going
how stupid.

i was pumped man!!

oh well
my plan, go back to my job
straight after my last exam, lay off for a week or two, and start wokring

guess thats all i can do

china/japan/wherever,
no.

im a sadcase

another thing that made me wonder
we have 3 more weeks of school
after this it sHSC
and after..
are we still gonna know eachotehr?
will friends still be the same?
i reckon soon everythin’ll fukl up
i dont know
man so much is oging throguh my head

some people are such dickfucks
let me give you a clue
hes korean, has the name of an actor

gives it away
he just tries too hard.. or he thinks hes some king shit.

like im the type of person that doesnt give a shit what people have got to say..
but he tries everything to make people react, and when i do, he pushes me against the wall and goes, what you say kunt? and tries to start a fight
let me get tell you somethin
you are a fucking tryhard.
do somethign better with your fucking time

fucking idiot i swear

oh well
man everythings so fucked up

especially that holdiay iw as hoping for
now everyones gone, i have no one to go with
its so sad

oh well

when everones on holidays, ill be at home/oncomputer/working/
fucking doing nothing

ok im talking arndom

this isgay

gahh

well this last week,
after my trials got most of my stuff back
happy / unhappy
but yea, relaxed as hell

saturdaynight was awesome
bbq, drinks, watching ppl getting drunk
(bruce, neon, richrd!!LOL) fuked up sydney boys, pissed everywhere, then ran for our lives, when we realised there was actully ppl in the hall doing a seminar or something
and so yea, apparenty i was quite off too, so i went to RICE at like 9 (10 minutes before it finished)
sat there and concentrated on the speech nd all that, just to try and sober up

didnt work,
caught a taxi to central station, and forgot to pay the taxi driver, got told by that lebonese driver, and yea, preh scared..
cops then came up to me, asked if i was alright, and i was like, yea all good.. they were just like take care, and wlaked away..
but got home, slept, till 7 the enxt morning for tutoring!!
biggest headache
damnit

secondly, music night was on last night
went well , quite enjoyable , and yea
had a few awkward sentences when talking on stage
i guess im not that type of person to talk on front of everyone with a mic.

amyway,

kool week, but sad too

this is really karma..
Ms haitidis’ son.. had a seizure, and now has a braintumor or something.., and yea, mr melvin told us that he has low chance of survival, according to experts..
this is so sad.. i cant imagine what shes going through.. its .. argh!!
its something that makes you wonder.. why this happens..
please get well soon and hope everything goes well.

then secondly, this reminds me of 1 litre of tears, but this time im in it..

my cousin/relative, that im preh tight with, recently became weak and energyless.., and how skinny as hell..
they called up sunday morning, and she has contracted some brain disease, and its slowly growing.. recently seeing this, shes having problems walking now, and yea, can’t do anything,..

she just got married and now 30 something..
argh, this is so depressing..
she has two children too, like ones 6 and the others like 8..

why does this fucken shit happen..

i never imagined what it’d be like to ever have that happen to someone close to me..
like.. whats gonna happen, when time goes by..
in 20 years time, what will everything be like?
and she was so normal before, we playd ball, ran around, it was all so happy,
and what now?,
shes only 30
theres so much ahead, children to grow up with
i hope she really lasts for much longer, and be stronger for much longer.

so much to live for

this world sucks..

-v

facebook?

wtf?!?
facebook?!

ahah i seem to be going on it alot
im another one of those ppl now :@

nthing mcuh has been goin on

i got my music marks back, fuck ti was shit.

did speeches today!, went preh good, and very happy
out of 5-5:30 minutes, i got 5:29
woohoo!
and i fit everything in, teacher nodded during my speech, so yae

well i hope atleast

and no offense, or any sort of thing against you, watching your speech made me so unconfortable, and it was like scary. ,hanning, like holy shit i thoguht u were ognna take out a gun or something. you were shaking and angry. SORRY

anywho,

speeches went well, and i cant blv it, i was playing cs in the morning with quachie, like an hour of cs, before the speech.
Seano and Jlin came over after speeches, preh fun
guitar jammin =P
well now i have two guitars, abhinays one still at hand, wghich i have to return very soon.
so yea ;P

TEST RESULTS BACK SOON
gonna ruin my week, worried shitless.

my HSC for music is gonna be in 2 weeks
can u fking blv it!
how strange, in two weeks, the REAL thing. now how does that work.

anyway off to.. play a few rounds

Okay recap.

Monday was the english exam!
went well for part 2, and screwed up part 1 and 3, because.. i had no idea what was going on. so yea, bullshitted the whole thing nearly haha. tried to remember soem quotes, nd yea..
then after, me johnny and frank went guitar shop.. and wtf.. 2 hours went by in there.

Tuesday i stayed home doing nothing.. watched a movie, and tried studying music

Wednesday, music exam, very funny. walked into the hall, and it was our music teacher hah, thought it was gonna be an external marker.
So it was very unserious, and even that, i screwed it up.. you had to study essays on the pieces ur playing.. which i had no idea of. Bullshitted again.. after that, went hungrys for lunch.. nd yea.., a day gone by.

Thursday.. we went parramatta (billy hydes guitars).. and Johny and his directions :@
so 40 minutes went by, walking around parramatta looking for “familiar”, and places that ring a bell.. and so we went no where.. and thanks to sean on the phone, we were able to get an address
funny that place, other side of sydney, isolated, quiet, i felt like i was in like a coutnryside town.

Friday, watched another movie (Oceans 13). preh kool movie ha. Then went to the guitar store with frank, checked out some amps..

Anyway, today.. i bought the guitar
preh sexy, and i ended up buying myself a marhsall stack
preh stupid but yea coudlnt resist
so it was 1.9 down the drain today.. but not really down the drain, i like it
spent 5-6 hours playing today.. my god it sounds so fkkkkkkkkkkkken good

Anyway, off for a rest now

nothing special

concentrate!! ahhhhh

havent blogged in 2 weeks, so ill recap

i joined FACEBOOK, on the sunday before trials
something stupid to do but i dunno why
hi5 garmon!, who joined the day after me, during the trials

trials are going.. a lil bit below average.. but oh well..
i had a 31 hour day on thursday.. doing my composition for music, which was meant to be like.. 6 and half months worth of work?.. so yea.. no sleep no nothing..
fuken killer

Tomorrow.. im performing at the opera house// fucken freakout!
well 9 of us, our lil jazz band

4000 audience?.. they call it the “full house”
so yea.. fuck me dead

im getting a guitar tomorrow aswell! :D:D:D:D:D
so fking happy and cant wait
Fender - ‘Deluxe’ Stratocaster Series, 04 model
worth about 2.9 everywhere i looked

anyway im getting it for about 1.85K.
gosh cant wait
its like the best guitar ever/sounding ever
i spent 2 nd a half hours sitting there playing it last friday
so yea
reason its sold cheap is because it is taken out of its original packacing.. and been on display.
and has been played maybe 3 or 4 times.
the condition after examining it from head to bottom, there wasnt a single scratch
but zomg its liek best looking guitar ever too

btw, owns gibsons.

anyway im off
i got english tomrorow, and a long fucken day

gggggggggggggggggggggg